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argggggghh.
adventure camp is drawing closer-ahhh.
then we have lyk a thousand essays to complete.
see-adventure camp is from 2nd to 4th march. so we cant do any revision or hwk tt time. then chinese essay is to be handed in on 7th. history and maths test are on 8th. lit essay on 10th. OM before holidays start.
so basically, we have to do the chinese and lit essay, revise maths and hist for test ALL on sunday, coz sat would be booked for OM.

shit.

k anyway, i DID NOT make it onto china trip. go to hell la, so many ppl i noe made it on. Mun ching, nora, joella L., jia hui, liesel, peiwen, nicole, dammit la, im the only 2co person hu never made it on. life is NOT going on right for me at the moment.
But.... I shall be a good sport. I mean not lyk i deserve it la, with my results being so lousy.

yo ppl.
adventure camp coming up nxt week. guess what im scared.
i am already scared of heights. how to go through rope course?

aloha!
hee. air bud so nicee. hurrms. josh is cute. :)

yesterday went for OM meeting. me and hui ting arrived late. lyk 4 hrs late. doesnt matter tho. hee. we took a DETOUR when we saw Rui Ling. a very long detour to buy string and lunch. and then we arrived there all in sweat, coz me and huiting were going to reach jade's house after walking all the way from bukit timah plaza, and then rui ling's coach's car passed us, and she asked us to wait there, and she came back later and asked us to buy lunch and string. so we walked back to the market there. and it was a HOT day.

nxt week got staff seminar! yay on our test day too! how good can it get? whee.

hello. juz came back from compass point. went library wif hui ting coz my bro wants a book. saw Mr SeoW!! so surprised he still remembers me. he smiled at me. Did i smile back? i duno. i'm so rude.
my results are dropping. whee. then lyk everyone wants to go to a triple science class, i feel so pressurized. is a triple science class that good? I mean I only want to be an author, authors dun need a triple science class, they can take a single science one. jk la.. see my results first..

hello ppl!
amazing race is so damn nice k.
got cute guys!
jkjk.. the show is so amazing.
today was super sian.. my armenian plate cracked on me. coz i supposedly used too much of the white paint. so now the plate looks totally lyk crap. mrs yeo cursed my plate tts why.
Today's lessons were so damn boring k..
oh and sec 2 teachers mark so slow. Mrs Bowness kept our test papers for 3 freaking weeks. when is she gonna return them? geez.
Adventure camp is coming up.. i have no comments.
Nxt week no tests! staff seminar yay.
celebrated my dad's b-dae lyk last sat. then mag spilled some oil from a CD thing. and she said its not her fault, so who's fault isit? and we sent an email to anson. (my bro) it was a stupid and egoistic email. guess what? I tink anson doesnt lyk amy. he said that amy keep dumping guys whenever she lyks. and he said a guy spent lyk alot of savings on this CD player or sth to give it to her. and she dumped him soon? Oh man.

hello ppl, in 3 hours it will be the year of the rooster. doesnt feel lyk chinese new year though. I am damn tired. My family thinks i look very gloomy and lifeless.
sigh today went to watch i do i do in plaza sg. was ok. actually wanted elektra, but they didnt show it. or constantine, but the tickets were lyk full house and selling fast. so whatever. anyway then we entered the cinema. charlyn said 'excuse me' to a old lady and old man and went into our seats. What is the old lady's prob? she started lyk scolding us and said we had no manners, and the worse thing was that i actually said excuse me before i went in and i had to get scolded by her. where is the justice in the world? old lady, u shut ur ass up.
then today i finally understood what hui ting said to me one day when we were walking home. i also lyk noticed sth. really distracting. i mean not that i dont do that, but she does it lyk really really often. and she said sth that is really really arrogant.
ok today miss ong and miss chua gave us quite alot of things, so nice. i lyk the glowing stick, but mine only lyk glowed for 1h tops. does that mean i will only have a glowing year for 1 hr? huh. ah wells at least mine didnt leak. haha. and met mrs choo's daughter. and thx jo for ur white rabbit sweets.
ate lunch wif jaz and jade today. what a waste of money. and the food gave me indigestion. i had to take some pills and stink the toilet up. thx jade for letting me do that.
I'm so damn tired.

Shout outs

Jade: thx for the toilet, pills, and going to the movies.

Joella: thx for ur sweets, is ur glowing stick still glowing?

Rui Ling: wa, took picture wif dong?

Hui Ting: Buy me a sea monkey for my CNY present. so fascinating rite?

Charlyn: uhhh. nth to say to u. hahah

Michelle: hello. u idiot why didnt u go?

JaZ, a man died: i am so innocent.

Sin Yee: hello, we failed to see whether got any sec 1s in cvps went our schools. nvm, teacher's day.

Other ppl: Happy Chinese New Year! especially if you're a rooster~

hey everyone!!
yesterday Henry and Mag came. had fun playing monopoly wif them. laughed lyk xiao. 'strategic location' lol.
Then today was quite boring. The chinese test was crap. My results are deteriotating very very sharply. I tink nxt year i shall go all the way down to last class. 'On the way down' lol.
what to do 2mr? Oh man. Only Jade char and I going. Thx to joella and michelle, REUNION LUNCH. huh. shit. U noe what, i tink 2mr i shall juz bring my usual bag. i tink my sling bag is real ugly.
I tink someone doesnt lyk me already.

I have no idea why i am seeing dead birds. I tink this year is not prosperous for me. that is why i see dead birds. yesterday saw a dead bird in the canteen wif lor and charmaine. then today saw a dead bird near the hydroponics farm wif amanda and hui ting. and the bird wasnt even developed yet. there were no feathers on it, and the beak is still yellow. oh man. why am i seeing dead birds!!! i dun wanna see!!!
u noe maybe that is why i have been scoring totally lousy marks for my papers recently. because it is not meant to be a prosperous year for me. oh no!!!!!!!! and i am supposed to be an optimist. ahhhh.
today had SEVERE stomachache in classes. coz of Rui Ling la. say cannot drink packet drinks but can eat ice cream. look where that led me.
oh yeah today morning had MASS SCREENING. lol. prefects checked us. is lyk totally useless, after the screening we would still pull down our socks and whatever.
going out wif jade michelle charlyn and joella on CNY eve. yay.
oh and u noe what? jade says some ppl favour me. i tink i am very likeable. lol

today was SADDD.
a tragedy happened in the school canteen. i was doing my hwk there coz badminton started at 3.30. then suddenly bang then feathers flew everywhere. then lor screamed coz she saw the whole thing. a bird knocked into the ceiling fan. and the whole leg cut off. ewww. then can see the blodd. and a gal actually carried it and put it in the box. but later it still died.
saddd, rite?

I AM GOING TO CRY. IN FACT I JUST DID. BECAUSE I SPENT THE WHOLE OF YESTERDAY NIGHT REDOING THE DRAFT OF THE LIT ESSAY AND TODAY IT'S LOST. I AM SO FREAKING STRESSED. DEADLINE IS FRIDAY AND IT'S GRADED. IT'S LOST!!! F EVERYTHING IN THIS WORLD.